Which never words or wits malicious, Which never honour's bait, or world's fame, Achieved by attempts adventurous, Or aught beneath the sun or heaven's frame Can so dissolve, dissever, or destroy The essential love of no frail parts compounded, Though of the same now buried be the joy, The hope, the comfort, and the sweetness ended, But that the thoughts and memories of these Work a relapse of passion, and remain Of my sad heart the sorrow-sucking bees; The wrongs received, the frowns persuade in vain. And though these medicines work desire to end, They work not so in thy mind's long decease; Love of delight, while such delight endureth ; Stays by the pleasure, but no longer stays But in my mind so is her love inclosed, And is thereof not only the best part, But into it the essence is disposed: Oh love! (the more my woe) to it thou art Even as the moisture in each plant that grows; As water to the fish, to men as air, As heat to fire, as light unto the sun; Thou art the soul of that unhappy mind Which, being by nature made an idle thought, Began even then to take immortal kind, When first her virtues in thy spirits wrought. From thee therefore that mover cannot move, Whatever passion from distempered heart, Is strongly drawn when violent heat hath vent, Breaks out in earthquakes tearing all asunder; Which, till all break and all dissolve to dust, But what of those or these? or what of ought Of that which was, or that which is, to treat? What I possess is but the same I sought: My love was false, my labours were deceit. Nor less than such they are esteemed to be; Could it be thought premeditate for those? Witness those withered leaves left on the tree, Cold care hath bitten both the root and rind. But stay, my thoughts, make end: give fortune way: Harsh is the voice of woe and sorrow's sound: Complaints cure not, and tears do but allay Griefs for a time, which after more abound. To seek for moisture in the Arabian sand The links which time did break of hearty bands Words cannot knit, or wailings make anew. Seek not the sun in clouds when it is set. And were the marks to find thy hoped port, On Sestus' shore, Leander's late resort, Thou lookest for light in vain, and storms arise; E Strive then no more; bow down thy weary eyes— Eyes which to all these woes thy heart have guided. She is gone, she is lost, she is found, she is ever fair : Sorrow draws weakly, where love draws not too : Woe's cries sound nothing, but only in love's ear. Do then by dying what life cannot do. Unfold thy flocks and leave them to the fields, To feed on hills, or dales, where likes them best, Of what the summer or the spring-time yields, For love and time hath given thee leave to rest. Thy heart which was their fold, now in decay My pipe, which love's own hand gave my desire To sing her praises and my woe upon,— Despair hath often threatened to the fire, As vain to keep now all the rest are gone. Thus home I draw, as death's long night draws on ; For feeble arms or wasted strength to move : To God I leave it, who first gave it me, And I her gave, and she returned again, The end of the books of the "Ocean's Love to Cynthia," and the beginning of the 22nd book, entreating of Sorrow. My days' delights, my spring-time joys fordone, Which in the dawn and rising sun of youth Had their creation, and were first begun, Do in the evening and the winter sad Present my mind, which takes my time's account, The grief remaining of the joy it had. My times that then ran o'er themselves in these, And now run out in other's happiness, Bring unto those new joys and new-born days. So could she not if she were not the sun, Which sees the birth and burial of all else, And holds that power with which she first begun, Leaving each withered body to be torn By fortune, and by times tempestuous, Which, by her virtue, once fair fruit have born; Knowing she can renew, and can create Green from the ground, and flowers even out of stone, By virtue lasting over time and date, Leaving us only woe, which, like the moss, Having compassion of unburied bones, Cleaves to mischance, and unrepaired loss. For tender stalks (MS. abruptly ends here.) |