But now I think less wildly-it is gone That dream of fame-and now, perchance again I learn the truth-that I may live unknown, That scarce might move affection's partial mind, Could challenge justice;-why should I complain That I have failed at stranger's hand to find What friendship might deny-nor yet be deemed unkind? I have called others proud-and much have borne, For having dared to say so-be it known To such as understand me, tho' I scorn To unsay that saying, I am forced to own All I have charged on them-to smart and groan Beneath the writhing of that pang-they must Forgive me now-methinks, it might atone For such my folly, that I now am thrust From fancy's airy throne to my too kindred dust. Yet have I comfort-mid those groves of fir, That murmur peace around my quiet home, I'll wake my lyre again,-not to the stir Of mad ambition;-be the sun-writ tome Of nature, all my learning,-the crisped foam Of the free brook, my fame,-thy gentle fire, Devotion, my sweet Muse,-the praise of some Whose smile is all to me, my prize;-aspire To such-and I will love thee still, my lonely lyre! Cambridge, May 29, 1827. EPIGRAM. ПАӨНМАТА МАӨНМАТА. CORRIPUI citharam-lauram dare Granta solebat Vatibus-at lauram non mihi Granta dedit. Ecce iterum !-fortasse lyram meliora manebunt Fata-iterum damnant tristia fata lyram. Tertia pugna subit-jacturaque tertia,—Musam Ter-victam ex acie tum revocare licet. Parce, miser, doceantque Taoyuara bina poetam Jam sapere !-Ah nunquam, crede, poeta sapit. TRANSLATION. GRANTA, with all a mother's eye, regards The first faint efforts of her embryo bards; And rears a throne, and twines a deathless bay, To deck the deftest scribbler of the day. I wrote,―and failed,-'twas but for scribbling sake; A freshman never wins-but by mistake. Again I seized my pen,-invoked amain Fortune's fair smile,-but fortune frowned again. Once more. Nay, sir, 'tis folly to keep on, And, by your double failure of the prize, Might teach the veriest booby to be wise: Once more?-sheer madness, sir, I'd have you know it, Quite inconsistent.-Not, sir, with a poet. Cambridge, May, 1827. |