So swift, so pure, so cold, so bright, They pierced my frame with icy wounds, And all that half year's polar night, Those dancing streamers wrapp'd me round. Slowly that darkness pass'd away, When down upon the earth I fell,- Nor feet but mine were wanderers there. Their watchmen stare and stand aghast, The watch-dog shrinks and fears to bark; The watch-tower's bell sounds shrill; and, hark! The free wind blows-we've left the townA wide sepulchral ground I mark, And on a tombstone place me down. What monuments of mighty dead! What tombs of various kinds are found! And stones erect their shadows shed On humble graves, with wickers bound; Some risen fresh above the ground, Some level with the native clay, What sleeping millions wait the sound, "Arise, ye dead, and come away!" Alas! they stay not for that call; Spare me this wo! ye demons, spare!They come the shrouded shadows all, "Tis more than mortal brain can bear; Rustling they rise, they sternly glare At man upheld by vital breath; Who, led by wicked fiends, should dare To join the shadowy troops of death! Yes, I have felt all man can feel, Till he shall pay his nature's debt; Ills that no hope has strength to heal, No mind the comfort to forget: Whatever cares the heart can fret, The spirits wear, the temper gall, Wo, want, dread, anguish, all beset My sinful soul!-together all! Those fiends upon a shaking fen Fix'd me, in dark tempestuous night; There never trod the foot of men, There flock'd the fowl in wintery flight; There danced the moor's deceitful light Above the pool where sedges grow; And when the morning sun shone bright, It shone upon a field of snow. They hung me on a bough so small, The rook could build her nest no higher; They fix'd me on the trembling ball That crowns the steeple's quivering spire; They set me where the seas retire, But drown with their returning tide; And made me flee the mountain's fire, When rolling its burning side. I've hung upon the ridgy steep Of cliffs, and held the rambling brier; I've plunged below the billowy deep, Where air was sent me to respiro; I've been where hungry wolves retire; And (to complete my woes) I've ran Where bedlam's crazy crew conspire Against the life of reasoning man. I've furl'd in storms the flapping sail, And done what they would fear to do. On sand, where ebbs and flows the flood, I sobb'd convulsed, then cast mine eye, And then, my dreams were such as naught Doom'd to dismay, disgrace, despair. Harmless I was; yet hunted down For trampling on the pit of hell. Such were the evils, man of sin, A soul defiled with every stain But pity will the vilest seek, If punish'd guilt will not repine,I heard a heavenly Teacher speak, And felt the Sun of mercy shine; I hail'd the light! the birth divine! And then was seal'd among the few; Those angry fiends beheld the sign, And from me in an instant flew. Come, hear how thus the charmers cry To wandering sheep, the strays of sin, While some the wicket-gate pass by, And some will knock and enter in : Full joyful 'tis a soul to win, For he that winneth souls is wise; Now hark! the holy strains begin, And thus the sainted preacher cries:* "Pilgrim, burden'd with thy sin, Knock and weep, and watch and wait. "Hark! it is the Bridegroom's voice; Safe and seal'd, and bought and bless'd! "Holy Pilgrim! what for thee From thy guarded breast shall flee, But though my day of grace was come, Thus, though elect. I feel it hard To lose what I possess'd before, The brave Sir Eustace is no more: Stern, rugged men my conduct view; It has been suggested to me, that this change from restlessness to repose, in the mind of Sir Eustace, is wrought by a methodistic call; and it is admitted to be such a sober and rational conversion could not have happened while the disorder of the brain continued: yet the verses which follow, in a different measure, are not Intended to make any religious persuasion appear ridiculous; they are to be supposed as the effect of memory in the disordered mind of the speaker, and, though evi dently enthusiastic in respect to language, are not meant to convey any impropriety of sentiment. VISITER. The poor Sir Eustace!-Yet his hope His views of heavenly kind remain :— PHYSICIAN. No! for the more he swell'd with pride, The more he felt misfortune's blow; Disgrace and grief he could not hide, And poverty had laid him low: Thus shame and sorrow working slow. At length this humble spirit gave; Madness on these began to grow, And bound him to his fiends a slave. Though the wild thoughts had touch'd his brain Then was he free: so, forth he ran, To soothe or threat, alike were vain: He spake of fiends, look'd wild and wan; Year after year, the hurried man Obey'd those fiends from place to place; Till his religious change began To form a frenzied child of grace. For, as the fury lost its strength, The mind reposed; by slow degrees This slave of sin, whom fiends could seize, " VAGRANT. My crime-This sickening child to feed, Know'st thou, to Nature's great command In this, th' adopted babe I hold With anxious fondness to my breast, My heart's sole comfort I behold, More dear than life, when life was bless'd; I saw her pining, fainting, cold, I begg'd-but vain was my request. I saw the tempting food, and seized- But I have griefs of other kind, Troubles and sorrows more severe; Give me to ease my tortured mind, Lend to my woes a patient ear; And let me if I may not find A friend to help-find one to hear. Yet nameless let me plead-my name Would only wake the cry of scorn; A child of sin, conceived in shame, Brought forth in wo, to misery born. My mother dead, my father lost, I wander'd with a vagrant crew; A common care, a common cost, Their sorrows and their sins I knew; With them, by want on error forced, Like them, I base and guilty grew. Few are my years, not so my crimes; And I am old in shame and care. Taught to believe the world a place Where every stranger was a foe, 'I rain'd in the arts that mark our race, To what new people could I go? Could I a better life embrace, Or live as virtue dictates? No! So through the land I wandering went, A sturdy youth he was and tall, His looks would all his soul declare; His piercing eyes were deep and small, And strongly curl'd his raven hair. Yes, Aaron had each manly charm, All in the May of youthful pride, He scarcely fear'd his father's arm, And every other arm defied.-— Oft, when they grew in anger warm, I rose, their wrathful souls to calm, His father was our party's chief, And dark and dreadful was his look; His presence fill'd my heart with grief, Although to me he kindly spoke. With Aaron I delighted went, His favour was my bliss and pride; Love growing charms in either spied, Or grateful looks on him bestow, When Aaron sunk beneath his blow? And told his cruel love to me;- Accursed was the force he used, So let him of his God implore For mercy, and be so refused! You frown again,-to show my wrong, Can I in gentle language speak? My woes are deep, my words are strong,And hear me, or my heart will break. MAGISTRATE. I hear thy words, I feel thy pain: The story of thy life disclose. For, though seduced and led astray, PART II. Quondam ridentes oculi, nunc fonte perenni MAGISTRATE. COME, now again thy woes impart, Tell all thy sorrows, all thy sin; We cannot heal the throbbing heart Till we discern the wounds within. Compunction weeps our guilt away, The sinner's safety is his pain; Such pangs for our offences pay, And these severer griefs are gain. VAGRANT. The son came back-he found us wed, Then dreadful was the oath he swore;His way through Blackburn Forest led,His father we beheld no more. Of all our daring clan not one Would on the doubtful subject dwell; For all esteem'd the injured son, And fear'd the tale which he could tell. But I had mightier cause for fear, For slow and mournful round my bed I saw a dreadful form appear, It came when I and Aaron wed. (Yes! we were wed, I know my crime,We slept beneath the elmin tree; But I was grieving all the time, And Aaron frown'd my tears to see. For he not yet had felt the pain That rankles in a wounded breast; He waked to sin, then slept again, Forsook his God, yet took his rest. But I was forced to feign delight, And joy in mirth and music sought,And memory now recalls the night, With such surprise and horror fraught, When waking on my heaving breast I seem'd-no words can utter how! I trembled at the dismal sounds, But vainly strove a word to say; I brought a lovely daughter forth, His father's child, in Aaron's bed; He took her from me in his wrath, "Where is my child ?"—" Thy child is dead." 'Twas false.-We wander'd far and wide, Through town and country, field and fen, Till Aaron, fighting, fell and died, And I became a wife again. I then was young-my husband sold The slave, but not the friend of vice:- The wretch who lent me thus for gain, *The state of mind here described will account for a vision of this nature, without having recourse to any su pernatural appearance True, I was not to virtue train'd, Yet well I knew my deeds were ill; By each offence my heart was pain'd, I wept, but I offended still; My better thoughts my life disdain'd, But yet the viler led my will. My husband died, and now no more Beneath a vagrant's vile command. Ceaseless I roved the country round, To win my bread by fraudful arts, And long a poor subsistence found, By spreading nets for simple hearts. Though poor, and abject, and despised; Their fortunes to the crowd I told; I gave the young the love they prized, And promised wealth to bless the old; Schemes for the doubtful I devised, And charms for the forsaken sold. At length for arts like these confined I soon perceived a kindred mind, His father's child, whom Aaron gave To wander with a distant clan, The miseries of the world to brave, And be the slave of vice and man. She knew my name-we met in pain, Our parting pangs can I express? She sail'd a convict o'er the main, And left an heir to her distress. This is that heir to shame, and pain, Yet, could I bear to see her die, Or stretch her feeble hands in vain, And, weeping, beg of me supply? No! though the fate thy mother knew Yet as the dark and muddy tide, In thee, dear infant! so may end Our shame, in thee our sorrows cease! And thy pure course will then extend, In floods of joy, o'er vales of peace. O! by the God who loves to spare, And punish whom 'twere sin to save! MAGISTRATE. Recall the word, renounce the thought, Command thy heart, and bend thy knee There is to all a pardon brought, A ransom rich, assured, and free ; "Tis full when found, 'tis found if sought, O! seek it, till 'tis seal'd to thee. VAGRANT. But how my pardon shall I know? MAGISTRATE. By feeling dread that 'tis not sent, By tears for sin that freely flow, By grief, that all thy tears are spent, By thoughts on that great debt we owe, With all the mercy God has lent, By suffering what thou canst not show, Yet showing how thine heart is rent, Till thou canst feel thy bosom glow, And say, "My Saviour, I repent!" WOMAN: "To a woman I never addressed myself in the language of decency and friendship, without receiving a decent and friendly answer. If I was hungry or thirsty, wet or sick, they did not hesitate, like men, to perform a generous action: in so free and kind a manner did they contribute to my relief, that if I was dry, I drank the sweetest draught; and if hungry, I ate the coarsest morsel with a double relish."-Mr. Ledyard, as quoted by M. Parke in his Travels into Africa. PLACE the white man on Afric's coast, And paint their very demons white: To soothe the woes they cannot feel, Woman will strive to heal his pains, And weep for those she cannot heal; Hers is warm pity's sacred glow; From all her stores, she bears a part, That languish'd in the fainting heart. "From some sad land the stranger comes, ""Tis good the fainting soul to cheer, By feeling those that we bestow!" In woman they compassion find; Man may the sterner virtues know, And woman holds affliction dear; And bid life's fairer views appear To woman's gentle kind we owe What comforts and delights us here; They its gay hopes on youth bestow, And care they soothe and age they cheer. TALE I. THE DUMB ORATORS; OR, THE BENEFIT OF SOCIETY. With fair round belly with good capon lined, Full of wise saws and modern instances. As you like it, act ii. sc. 7. Deep shame hath struck me dumb. King John, act iv. sc. 2. He gives the bastinado with his tongue, Our ears are cudgell'd. King John, act iv. sc. 2. Let's kill all the lawyers; Henry VI. part 2, act ii. sc. 7. And thus the whirligig of time brings in his revenges. Twelfth Night, act v. scene last THAT all men would be cowards if they dare, |